Haha..not exactly the picture I'd imagined but thankfully I didn't put much hope in it. One year of waiting and that is all I get.Same ol same ol.Probably tired and what not, but I can tell when a person dislikes me.Hadiah pun mcm nak taknak je tadi. Nevermind, I don't really care. I'm sticking to my new rules for girls. New semester is starting soon. I've got more things to think about than to dwell on the past. Gotta sleep early for the day. Ahh, a coke drink and blue lights would do the trick.

Hope is better off with someone else.Me, I need a future..Mine is getting darker by the minute *sigh*

Adios~

"Is his-story repeating itself? Not for the third time hopefully"
- Tool fella.

Yoshh..setelah penat membanting tulang mengangkat barangan...dari sekecil2 paku ke sebesar2 meja pc, akhirnya semuanya telah selamat berada di SK sekarang.Alhamdulillah..ade la sikit lagi saki baki tinggal di cyber...barang2 dapur(mcm ade meja dapur ke kat umah SK..aih) dan juga sedikit lagi barangan tinggalan purba.Hehe...punye malas tak malas..nk angkat2 barang pun dekat 3 minggu..ish ish.

Sekarang dlm proses melengkapkan bilik baru..Menambah apa yg kurang, membaiki apa yg rosak, memenuhkan ape2 yg kosong..Finally I've got myself my own room..baru sedap letak mcm2..my last own room was at Eastwood 5.1..bilik besar gedabak yg masyuk..tempat persinggahan minah2 gediz yg suke melompat2 atas katil ako..haha (nama mereka dirahsiakan atas tujuan keselamatan awam)..kat rumah penang pun bilik share so i guess having a room of my own grants me freedom to arrange and make it the way i want.And always going to IKEA isn't the best way of saving money..huhu

Tapi apepun esok pegi IKEA lagi (sape yg bising nak ikot tu sile terus ke IKEA lepas keje eh..naik je LDP direct sampai..hehe) untuk membeli tilam Sultan..naik berbelang badan tido atas katil yg takde tilam...tilam lipat zuey pun nipis je..Hopefully i'll be able to bring back the cheapest Sultan's queen-size matress..baru lengkap bilik guwe dong..

Oh..change of plans...tak jadi balik penang cuti ni :( coz my family is comin down to negeri sembilan so i might as well stay here...nak naik turun mcm hari tu sengal je..aih..So pade sape2 yg masih tinggal di cyber sila la larikan diri anda kerana cuti di cyberjaya amatlah super duper bosan tak hengat.Sekian time kaseh~

Ronggeng and out!

I wasn't sure whether to put up an entry before or after I move in to my new house in SK. I guess just a quick info would do. More pics and details will be included later on. It's a condominium with 5 rooms, 3 toilets, a living room, a kitchen and a large enough balcony to put a table for star-gazing at night. The view ain't so bad though the school currently being build in front of our condo would probably finish in a year or so.

I went to IKEA last Wednesday and got myself a few things.A nice and simple bed and a matching wardrobe. Both Aneboda. Haha..most probably I'll be an IKEA freak for the next month. Although my stuff from Cyberia will most probably fill up the entire room, but hey..new room needs new stuff :P And all I need to do to complete my room is to assemble my wardrobe. Moving stuffs, lots of stuff will be after my last paper on the 20th. Sayonara B2..*sob sob* Bye Acha..saya akan rindu sama kamu..rindu bangat~

Hmm..as for movies..I've had a running streak of 3 movies these last 2 weeks. Ironman, Speed Racer and Narnia. All I can say is :

• Ironman lacks fighting action.But the suit remains awesome.
  
• Speed Racer is creative.Good revival of the old cartoon but too much colour could make a person go nuts.Not me.I sort of like it.
  
• Narnia could have packed a whole lot of plot if it weren't so tied up by the first one."We'll wait for Aslan","We'll need the White Witch"..The story was nice but could be nicer.

Looking fowards to more movies in the future.Also waiting for anticipated games of the year : Fallout,Force Unleashed,Lone Wolf and lots more..I'll be waiting anxiously till then...

p/s : To Miss D, I was glad that you called.Happy actually.But only to found out you needed me only for your errand.Again.I won't always be there for you anymore.I've become more or less a person which you will hate if ever our path should cross in the future.And I would rather not to.. 

Well..its may again.sudah setahun berlalu dan aku masih berharap.. *background music Sheila on 7- Berhenti Berharap berbunyi* Rasanya aku hanya bermimpi di siang hari. Never hold on to something that is not meant for you.

Oh..aku baru je ngap roti canai masyuk di Kembangan Paradise tadi..glad to have some real food out here in SK. Cyberjaya boleh buat aku mati kebuluran.Mati kempunankan makanan yg meliurkan. Sekarang aku sudah kenyang dan mau melayan blues di balkoni.

Hujung mingguku seperti minggu2 yg lepas. Tapi mungkin kali ini agak berbeda kerna mahuku melayan org besi yg digembur2kan menarik utk ditonton di panggung.Tgk la bagaimana hari esok membawa diriku.Budak2 sume dah gi tgk, aku melayan sorang pun lagi senang carik seat dlm wayang.Senang hidup.Speed racer pun mcm menarik.Musti musti.

Ok.Masa beria sudah tamat.Ayuh berangkat~

These few days was kinda crazy for me. Not being myself lately. Talking nonsense,lazy syndrom,annoying behaviour. I guess it was a habit of mine that was supposed to be gone. Removed from the eyes of sane people. Even insane people would probably think that i'm insane too.

Well at least this week few interesting stuff happened. I had midterm papers on monday and wednesday evening. It was programming papers so i stapled along a few scratch of confidence with the answer papers. Next big thing going on was GEMA 08, which was held the very same day of my java midterm. I was thinking of not going actually. I have no one to go with. I was soo bloody excited during GEMA 07 last year. This time, the timing is just not right. EVERYONE is busy. I would only blame it on myself. Honesty is the hardest thing that i can do. Eating is pretty simple.

But anyways, i went to GEMA 08 and met with Tam Spider. I met my idol and took a picture with him. Noh Hujan was busy at that time. I was hungry. The day was ok in the end but i'll just make do with everything from now on.Mr Pal-kun will always be there for me.

Memories. Chapter I

Then just now, i was sitting at the balcony with Mr Pal-kun and was browsing through the messages in my inbox. To my surprise, there were some messages mysteriouly kept hidden in my phone memory. It was just my luck to have found it thanks to my phone being crazy and "weng" yesterday. And there it was..the messages..my memories of May 2007.

Without having known one bit about her in the past, she suddenly appeared and i soon became very friendly with her. I did notice her back then during high school. But, as the fact that was written in history of the world, i was a very, very shy guy during high school. Too good of a prefect boy that now i've become toO e~vil (Thanks and credit to Zuey the Devil). During the time i became friends with her since that May, i've felt something that i thought was missing since i left for UK in 2004. Hmm.. My broken heart was mended by a friend. And i was mending hers, or so i'd thought..

She's such a nice person. I really like the way she talks. Very elegant and very confident. Sweet voice too. You could say she has the smile that can make guys "cair"..hmm..maybe terlopong skali kot :P And eventhough meeting her along with her sister wasn't actually the way i imagined it, but her sister was very sporting and cool. That was the first time i met her since our high school years.

And now, i'm wishing that if only i could meet her once again.. [To be continued]

The plans that i made for saturday went ahead and skipped a day. It was soO creepy that i've decided not to take things lightly in the future.Always wear your seatbelts.Oh, and also beware of stupid fu**king foreigners around MMU that drive like madcows. Heck, they don't even have proper driving license and still have the guts to teach me about Malaysian driving law..

I was on my way to Oldtown that saturday morning, around 1 am for a drink with my pals. Whack~ Bam~ Long story short, the frickin foreigner's Waja hit the Wira behind me when we were stopping at the traffic lights (my Su and Wira).The Wira then hit the back of my Su *sob sob* ..I think the Waja was at 100+ km/h downhill and only tried to brake within 10 meters from the Wira.Poor fella.His Wira was crushed and damaged back and front. Luckily my car only suffered a minor bumper deformation. Cops were on their way to the crime scene and them Iranian mongrels tried to think of an excuse for their mistakes.

"The brake didn't work".."I lost my driving license yesterday"..What kind of bullshit are they conjuring now? Nobody at the scene would believe that *thanks HSBC fellas* The cops also acted well. We all had to make police reports and i was back at my room at 5 am.Su is left to be taken to the workshop since all the damages will be claimed under the Waja's insurance.

So, there goes my GSC screening plan that day..I only get to go to Oldtown later that nite and then went to Alamanda just now. I'm just a passenger now.Hopefully my Su will be ready by tomorrow..

I miss my Su..and someone else too i guess..later peeps~

So I went to this saloon just behind my house area yesterday..Gile tak perasan..Ingatkan jual kereta je belakang tu..Ade la teperuk satu kedai saloon "Hair Impression" di celah2 kedai2 kereta seperti Proton dan Kia.Aku menghelakan nafas panjang dan melangkah masuk ke dalam kedai. Nice interior design. Simple and very silverish. Tapi takde customer pulak. Aku sorang je ke..?

Lantas aku diserbu 6 orang pekerja : 1 lelaki muke nerd, 1 lelaki muke mcm Rain, sorang lagi laki si Boss agaknya, Derick. Then ade 3 perempuan yg boleh tahan cute. Aku kenal sorang je pun, Katherine sbb die yg banyak sembang dgn aku. Lagi sorang muke ala2 Michelle Yeoh dan finally si gadis yg tak banyak bercakap. Tapi aku suka style rambutnya. Sangat menggerbang, Curly2 sket. Teringat pulak aku dekat wigg yang Mambo pakai mase Battle of the Bands di KMYS. Haha. Oh, semua enam2 di atas adalah Chinese. Bile la agaknye nak ade saloon melayu dekat Penang ni. Opps~

Service diorang not bad. Siap ade massage2 kepale lagi. Air milo disediakan. Nasib baik aku tak order nasik goreng ke hape. Jenuh sekor2 nak buat. 2 jam adalah perkara biasa bagiku. Dah brape kali buat. Namun ade sedikit berbeza dari segi prosedur yang diorang buat. Ape ape lah..asalkan result memuaskan. Bile nak keringkan rambut sampai 3 org pakai blower. Bile nak sapu krim sampai 3 pasang tangan mengerjakan kepala aku. Bile nak iron, mak aih. Boleh tecabut ubun2 aku.Demit la diorang ni. Be gentle pls. Tak penahnye aku merase sampai 3 org skali membuat rambutku. 2 perempuan tu dah cun..Kene minus Derick je nih..ganti ngan Shy girl. Haha.

Akhirnya sesi rebonding tamat dan aku dapat mencuba kredit kad baruku. Belom ape2 dah abes 1/4. Baru je nak boros berbelanje..aih~ Tapi itulah serba sedikit kisah aku ke saloon. At least kali ni takde la bosan sgt. Might visit the place again in another 6 months or so.

Ok la.Mama sudah menyiapkan lunch di bawah.Calo beti.Soru nala karupan~

Adios ;)

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Sempoi dan best...Enjoy :)

Today is Wednesday..Esok da kames..Luse balik penang..muahaha..Cuti smenggu~ lalala..I guess I won't be online unless I get to tap in into the "free wi-fi" service back in Penang..Worst case senario, I won't even be bringing Delilah back home..She hates long-distance travelling.So does Su.And me too..haha.Pemalas punye budak.

Hmm..balik ni mcm byk bende nak buat..tapi karang membute je manjang useless gak.Need to send Su for service,cut my hair *oopss* and also attend kenduri kawen my kawan.Yes, my kawan kawen.Not me kawen kawan.Please don't get confuse coz I am :P I wanna go shopping too.Hoho.Kalau ade post election sale sedap neh :P

I guess I'll be doing a lot of thinking on my way to Penang. Life. Girls. Studies. GEMA. Luncai Emas? jangan la berharap kan.Anyways..hopefully it will be a nice holiday for me to run away from all the lies that surrounds me.Hmm..balik bawak gitar la..haha

Oh..congratulations to my little brother, Haziq for getting 8 A's and 1 B for his SPM 07..and to all others who took the same SPM, good luck in searching ur new life after high school. I knew I made a wrong turn for myself.Haha :P

Ciaoz.Fullstop.

Semua rakyat Malaysia keluar menjalankan tanggungjawab masing2..membuang undi pada hari sabtu yg lepas...Aku jua turut serta menjalankan tangguhjawabku..membuang masa..haih..ape nak jadik nih.Orang lain boleh je balik penang tapi aku penuh dgn alasan.Biasalah...kalau takde alasan tu mmg bukan bit la kan..haha

Dinner khamis lepas was great.A great dinner with a great girl.First time mkn Chillis.Gile jakun la aku ni.Carl's Jr pun baru nak merase..J&Co..Kene buat eat list la lepas ni..Food at Chillis pun boleh tahan..boleh mkn bottomless sampai naik sebu.hehe..Thanks to Mariana for the treat *muahs* next time boleh gi mkn situ lagi :)

Voices was ok but damn boring for the first 4 hours..4 jam tu nak tunggu band yg best2..siot giler.But Hujan was worth it..Noh is now officially my idol.haha.Meet Uncle Hussain performed too..and oh..OAG as well..The event management was ok but the MCs need to be replaced in the future..seriously speaking.Lepas abes event je kebulur tak hengat trus gi mkn KFC..Ngap2 cizi wejes ;)

Hmm..seminggu lagi dah nak balik penang.Su is in need of service *sedey* asyik bunyi je brake pad..nak balik penang pun takot nih..Mid-sem break is nearing and I need to focus..Focus Bit..FOCUS~!

okesh.Sekian.